Pre-Christmas jitters...

(this is my christmas season friendster profile)

had experienced the joy of life

cherished the moments that I could only have dreamed of

saw the life I wish I could have

had the love I have always wanted

have given love more than I thought I could

being so close of finally settling down

like a fairy tale ending, live happily ever after

and then I found out that it's all just a dream

that reality always kills the fantasy

because life is not perfect

realized that searching is not meant for me

for the traumatic memory still lingers

I now accept the fact that I would live my life in solitude

being contented, deprived of happiness

and now, I really know

that whatever comes my way

I will never ever love this way again...

The GREATEST gift that you can give to someone is a HEARTBREAK, because you're setting that person FREE from a FALSE LOVE